Reflecting on life and the decisions I have made
An extravagant lifestyle, a beautiful home
But the price I have paid no one else knows.
Sleepless nights and in constant doubt
Trying to accept I was young and a tough decision was made
But a mothers love should be unconditional
In this regard I evidently failed.
Life taken before its time
Simultaneous joy and fear
Unacceptable consequences from a forbidden relationship
I gave up my seed.
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